even the heart rebels
by Douglas Messerli
John Rechy City of Night (New York: Grove Press, 1963)
Indeed, City of Night is very
much about identities separate from those of the majority of society, and it
does reveal a world that, until its publication, was basically unknown to
everyday readers. What I was not prepared for, however, is just how remarkably
written this book is and, although it certainly presents events of the
underbelly of ordinary sexual behavior, that it is not really at all a book
about sex. While the “hero” dives in and out of beds and other sexual locations
with the regularity of an overweight adolescent munching on a bag potato chips,
Rechy’s work, nonetheless, only rarely portrays the actual sexual act, and when
it does so, it is with such a polite abstraction that would probably not even
bring a blush to the cheek of a maiden librarian. Here’s a scene from our
unnamed hustler’s sexual encounter with an endlessly speaking “professor,” who
obviously ends his verbal encounters with an oral encounter of another kind:
He snuffed out the cigarette
he had been smoking, looked through
the box by the bed, found the
lavender one. Held it up toward me.
“Now comes the time for the
lavender,” he said. He lit it, inhaled
it deeply, this time, placed
it on the ashtry; said: “Now, Angel, come
here, stand near me—but
first, lower the bed for Tante Goulu please.
Thats it. Now come closer,
you see I have great difficulty moving.
There, thats nice, thats
fine—stand a little this way—thats—just—fine.
Youre a good boy, an angel….”
When he had finished, he
leaned back on the bed.
In numerous other situations, such as his encounters with “Mister King,”
who wants only to be seen with the hustler, who he dresses up in leather, no
sex is even involved. And in the hustlers’ attempts to pretend that their gay
sexuality is simply a way of making a living and not the sexual reality of
their own lives, sex between one another is generally forbidden, as the central
figure purposefully ignores the touch of the hustler Pete who is determined to
stay, one night, in the hero’s flat:
The lights are out now. The
darkness seems very real, like a third
person waiting. I lay on the
very edge of the one side of the bed,
and he lay on the very edge
of the others. A long time passed. Hours.
“Are you asleep” he
asked me.
“No—I can’t sleep.”
“Me neither,” he says.
“Maybe I should go.” But he didnt move.
More silence.
And then I felt his
hand, lightly, on mine.
Neither of us moved.
Moments passed like that. And now his
hand closes over mine,
tightly.
And that was all that
happened.
In short, the well-read and quite
intelligent figure who tells the tales of City
of Night is not as interested in the actual sexual activities in which he
is almost endlessly engaged as he is in searching for the reasons for why he is
so driven to seek out those brief and almost meaningless interchanges.
Indeed the real “focus” of this hero’s travels from New York to Los
Angeles, Los Angeles to San Francisco and back, from San Francisco again to
Chicago and New Orleans, is not upon
flesh or even the often uninhibited bodies of those he meets, but is on their
words and actions in the bars, plazas, and streets outside of the shabby rooms
where they have sex and sleep. Rechy’s hero in portrayed as a rather laconic
being, instead of playing the loquacious confabulator of someone like Djuna
Barnes’ Dr. O’Connor in her gay underworld fiction Nightwood (he purposely plays dumb, learning early on that his
clients don’t want to bed somewhat who’s read books and might know more than
they do), letting his own characters speak exuberantly for themselves, City of Night, like Nightwood, nonetheless, is a Menippean satire or anatomy like
Petronius’ Satyricon, which usually
features a pedant.
Like the other works of that genre, Rechy’s fiction takes us from party
to party with a large range of sexual types who represent various social
classes of American society. Rechy’s book is structured around these speaking
figures (very much like Barnes’ living statues), each of their sections named
after the figures, alternating with briefer sections titled “City of Night,”
which sets the next location and place of action through which the nameless
hero meanders in time and space.
The figures of City of Night—the
already mentioned seasoned New York “youngman” (Rechy’s word for hustler)
Peter; the absurdly overweight, bed-bound pedant “The Professor”; the
determined-to-marry drag queen, Miss Destiny; the now devastated, formerly
“beautiful” hustler, Skipper, who carries his youthful photographs with him
wherever he goes; the still-larger-than-life, handsomely-chiseled would-be
movie-star Lance O’Hara and the elderly gay Esmeralda Drake III from whom
O’Hara swindles a grand Hollywood house; the crew-cut-topped, good looking
married man attracted to the hero but unable to abide the “fairies”; the
S&M, Nazi-supporting, leather-dressed Neil, with a closet of costumes
through which he hopes to help his devotees discover their true violent selves;
the tough gay bar owner, Sylvia, who lovingly protects her clientele out of
guilt for how she has treated her son upon his revelation of his gay sexuality;
the tall, heavily muscled drag queen Chi-Chi posed against the wall in order to
call out to all the New Orleans Mardi Gras celebrants; the dying transgender
beauty, Kathy; and, finally, our hero-hustler’s would-be savior, Jeremy, of the
white sheets, who begs the narrator to stay just a little longer while he
skillfully enters a dialogue that might just awaken the narrator to his
self-destructive addiction to loveless love—each speaks his piece, behaving as
bizarrely as do all human beings on the prowl for love, self-respect, and
meaning in their lives.
And yes, we do laugh at the outsider outrageousness of Rechy’s types—at
the very same moment that we, through Rechy’s non-judgmental and fair-minded
depiction of them, come to admire and feel for them as individuals. Who might
have imagined that a fiction about the illicit gay underworld—and, it is
important remember, that during the time of this work, all the actions of the
characters are not only against the law but often resulted in their
arrestment—might bring the reader, at least this reader, to tears over and over
again.
Finally, one wonders why this considerably intelligent work, although
quite popular in its time, was never completely respected by Rechy’s readers or
fellow writers, or why, perhaps, the author himself was not more lionized. This
work is most certainly way ahead of its time with regard to its liberated and
liberating attitudes toward the gay, lesbian, and even transgender communities.
And Rechy’s detailed portraits of gay environs such as Times Square in New
David
Hockney, Building, Pershing Square, Los
Angeles
(inspired by Rechy’s fiction)
One might theorize that some of the
distance that both the gay and literary communities have kept from this near
masterpiece has to do with the author himself, who like his narrator, was so
addicted to his lifestyle that even after becoming a university teacher of
writing still moon-lighted as a hustler, his students sometimes discovering him
near local cruising areas shirtless in dungarees. Rechy himself, although for
years now in a long-term gay relationship, admits to hustling even into his
70s.
One of the most repeated of motifs is
how the hustlers perceive their own desirability, the fact that they are paid
to have sex, as representative of their beauty and youth, in opposition to the
reality of death. This book makes it clear that the author, although so wise in
his perceptions of that world, could never himself quite escape that need to be
wanted for his youthful looks. Obviously—and it does in fact became more and
more obvious as the story continues—both the author’s and his hero’s addictions
have more to do with deeply ingrained psychological issues than with authorial
logic. Even after a long dialogic encounter with the man who wishes to save
him, ending in the stranger’s insightful statements,
There isnt any difference,
really, between the hunter and the hunted. The
hunted makes himself
available—usually passively, but available nonethe-
less. Thats his way of
hunting…. I’m sorry,” he said, relenting, “I just
wanted to see you defend the
very innocence youve probably set out to
violate…You see,” he said,
again smiling so that I cant tell how serious
he is,” “even the heart
rebels—finally against its own anarchy. And that’s
the most powerful rebellion.—
even then the hero returns to the
fray, joining the Mardi Gras celebrations, drinking, doping, sucking, and
fucking until he and those around him collapse, becoming the ghosts of which
they are in terror. If the fiction seems to end with the possibility of a
transformation, as the hero returns, if only briefly, to his native El Paso,
the life of the author went on as if nothing in this profound work had truly
meant anything, the reality suggesting that nothing had truly changed from what
the narrator says in the first paragraph of City
of Night:
Later I would think of America
as one vast City of Night stretching
greedily from Times Square to
Hollywood Boulevard—jukebox-winking,
rock-n-roll-moaning: America at
night fusing its darkcities into the
unmistakable shape of
loneliness.
—Los
Angeles, September 5, 2015
Reprinted from EXPLORINGfictions (September 2015).
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