bodies that howl and insult and grope
by
Douglas Messerli
Of course we have come, so we believe, a
long ways from the backwoods world of the small Chilean community of Esatción
El Olivo, controlled by the local wealthy landowner and wine-grower Don Alejo,
who has attempted to develop the community because of a new highway which, as
in hundreds of such constructions throughout the world, passed by the village,
foiling the Don’s aspirations. What remains is a basically abandoned adobe
village, whose major businesses and individuals have abandoned it except for the
most stubborn and poverty-stricken folk, including the strong-minded owner of a
local whorehouse, Japonesita, the daughter of a strong-willed whore and a
weakling drag-queen, La Manuela, whom she had seduced in order to win a bet
with Don Alejo, granting her possession of the whorehouse. The mother, Japonesa
(so named because of her eyes and smile), has died, leaving the odd pairing of
a flamenco-dancing queer and his hard-headed business-oriented daughter, with
little sexual talent, to continue the business. Together these two “ridiculous
failures,” along with their fat whore Lucy and the elderly Cloty, and
inducements of the wine they procure from the dangerously “beneficent” Don,
offer the town’s only enjoyments and pleasures—a kind of remnant version of
what once existed.
What is amazing about Donoso’s story is how this failing couple, father
and daughter, still can draw the desperate truck drivers such as Pablo and even
his brother-in-law Octavio, to their doors. From the beginning, we realize that
their insubstantial attraction is both a wonder and a damnation, a condition
that can only continue to cast them into the hells of their own lives.
In the end, although the poor, confused clown, La Manuela suffers a brutal beating and death, the others are also doomed to death and destruction, as Donoso brilliantly intertwines their internal realities: they are all aspects of one another, figures of delusion and hate, figures locked into the same uncircumscribed hell. Even the ancillary figures, Japanesita and the other whores, along with the up-and-coming Octavio are trapped in its remnants. But the saddest thing of all is how the central figures truly do actually love and desire one another without being able to properly express it. Don Alejo, as vile as he is, truly has loved his imaginary “son,” Pablo, kissing the “detestable fag" upon the lips, obviously does desire La Manuela, and La Manuela, would love to be even abused through his sexual acts. Despite the kind of open acceptance of this outsider community, however, their love is simply impermissible, a reminder perhaps of how even as we ourselves grow into a culture more embracing of gay and transgender individuals, how terrified we are all still of our emotions and open expressions of love.
Los Angeles, May
25, 2013
Reprinted from EXPLORINGfictions (May
2013).
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