nothing left behind
by Douglas Messerli
Carmen Laforet Nada, translated by Edith Grossman (New York: The Modern Library, 2007)
She arrives late—the train has been delayed—and as she is gently scolded
by her aunt, the impressionable young girl immediately suspects something is
amiss; the darkness of the rooms, the jumbles of clothing upon the floor, the
suffocating heat of the apartment all create a sense of a nightmare world. But
she is tired and anxious about her new life, excited for the possibilities that
face her in this new world, and cannot sort out the various contradictions she
faces.
After only a few days of her stay she feels completely restricted by the
poverty-stricken religiosity of her guardian, the dark and dour Angustias.
Indeed, Angustias is one of the most remarkable figures of literature, a
character of startling contradictions: on the one hand, she is a beautiful and
intelligent woman keeping some semblance of order among her violent-tempered
brothers, warning her niece of the moral and social dangers she might encounter
in the city; contradictorily, she is a bitter and petty woman unable to partake
of most of life’s joys, a woman who, when she temporarily leaves her family for
a few days to follow her former lover, now a priest, is outraged by Andrea’s
usurpation of her bed. As Andrea correctly perceives, although Angustias is
monstrous, she is, “in her way, …an upright, good person among those crazy
people [her uncles and Juan’s wife Gloria]. A completer and more vigorous
person than the others….” Angustias, however, sees Andrea’s innocence and
wonderment of life as rebelliousness, proclaiming that “If I’d gotten hold of
you when you were younger, I’d have beaten you to death.” In such a
sado-masochistic world, all growth, knowledge, and understanding is impossible;
life becomes absurd, is incomprehensible. In that sense, the author has no
choice, if she is to continue the story of Andrea’s coming of age, but to get
rid of such a menacing figure, which she does by sending Angustias off to a
convent, allowing Andrea to move about the city as any young girl might.
The figures remaining, however, are perhaps even more frightening in
their secrets, in the power they hold over one another, and in their moral
decay. Gloria, Juan’s wife, is presented as a common woman, almost a sexual
slut, clearly a woman unworthy of the family’s former social status. Yet it is
also clear that she and her husband Juan are incredibly in love, and that he,
in turn, is a loving and protective father to their young son. The more
mysterious brother, Román, insists that he “owns” Juan, and it is clear even to
Andrea that he is able, through even the slightest of statements, to provoke
his brother to violence against Gloria and others.
Part of that provocation is clearly based on the sexual prowess of the
elder brother, and the possibility that he has sexually molested Gloria or,
even worse, that she desires to continue the relationship. Andrea gradually
perceives, however, deeper causes in their rift, issues dating back to their
youth when Román was perceived as the more gifted child, spoiled by their
mother as a talented and beloved son, whose very existence seemingly points to
Juan’s failures.
In fact, both men are incapacitated children, unable to live out their
adult lives as supportive figures because of the infantilism of the society at
large. We discover, with Andrea, that it is only Gloria’s nighttime escapes
into her sister’s house and gambling den which keeps this family from complete
starvation. Her small winnings at gambling and her nefarious sales of their
furniture are the major sources of family income.
Andrea receives a small monthly stipend, some of which she gives up to
the family, but she is equally irresponsible with money, purchasing each month
expensive flowers and candies for her friend Ena’s mother, and forced to go
hungry throughout the rest of month. Ena, who comes from a wealthy and
successful family, is the only one, indeed, that Andrea can turn to for a
vision of plentitude and joy. In her maturity, beauty, and breadth of
understanding, her friend stands out as the only figure in the fiction who
Andrea might wish to emulate. Andrea joins Ena and her boyfriend Jaime in a
kind of innocent threesome, reminiscent in some ways of a feminine version of Jules and Jim, as they frolic weekends on
the vacation beaches of Spain.
There is something dark and mysterious, however, about Ena as well, and
after meeting Andrea’s uncle Román, she cuts off her relationships with both
Andrea and Jaime, casting the two into a world of puzzlement and loneliness.
Has her uncle in fact had sexual relationships with Ena as well? What is his
power over other people? As Andrea begins to explore the bohemian artistic
circles of the city, she comes to discern the interrelatedness of events in her
life and in Barcelona as a whole. A poet friend has seen a beautiful woman at a
bar, with whom he immediately falls in love, a girl who, it turns out, is Ena,
whom the boy and Andrea together encounter on the street. But when Andrea
attempts to communicate with her about Jaime, Ena maintains her vague distance.
It is only the revelation by Ena’s mother that as a young girl she
attended school with Andrea’s uncle, and later had a painful affair with him,
that clarifies the situation. Ena has attempted through her own encounters with
Román to understand her mother’s passionate affair of early life. Following the
mother’s pleas, Andrea attempts to stop the relationship between Ena and her
uncle. Her success ends, a few days later, with Román’s suicide, a death which
suggests he may finally have come to terms with his own evil manipulation of
others, but which also may indicate how those machinations have kept him in a
world apart from others. Now there is nothing left of the operatic family
scenes; only an uneducated woman and her jealous husband—a couple and a child
like millions of other poor families throughout Spain—remain.
Andrea’s final escape from this formerly malevolent world—a world we are
forced to perceive time and again reflects the fascist values of the country at
large—represents, unfortunately, a kind of deus
ex machine, as Ena and her family offer Andrea a job and a place to stay in
their new home in Madrid. Nonetheless, the offer comes as a relief for the
reader swept up by the hopes and dreams of this young heroine. Just as she arrived
in Barcelona, she leaves, with a similar “expectation, the longing for life,”
as a long black car awaits her, where Ena’s father extends his hands in
“cordial welcome.”
Los Angeles, June 7, 2007
Reprinted from Rain
Taxi, XII, no. 4 (Winter 2007/2008).
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